Feelin less human..

Spent around seven hours driving today for various reasons. Had 5 live on the whole time and followed all events. As it happens, we know, as i write, folk are dying. Bombs; we spend years defusing them, we hunt them out with sniffer dogs, we persue those who would plant them in our midst and talk of the evil within hearts..now, we drop them. I feel less human today, robbed of something..some moments i just want to walk away.